Monday, April 16th
9:30am: A flash of Sensation of Wood, of being in the woods, of the smell of the Earth. Like reminding me of something, or a call.
11:30am and throughout my shift: A felt like crying while at work today, and still do. About the shooting at VA Tech. While I was was saying a prayer, and kept saying prayers throughout the morning I felt like crying.
Who do you answer a calling?
I lit candles after work, and before bed. For those that died today, as well as for the families, friends, and the all that were affected, including the gunman and his family. His family is going to get hit hard as well, being that it was their son or brother or cousin, that did this, but they may never have closure, as well as many affected by this, b/c the person who did this, killed himself.
Please understand in reference to the crying. I don't usually cry, I don't cry at funerals, I just don't cry, but lately, since starting Reiki, and meditations, my emotional side as been coming out of the shadow. Where I've hidden her most of my life. Emotions were not something I would release, not in public anyway.
Tuesday, April 17th
As I was getting ready for work on Tuesday, I smelled the Earth again. As I was leaving my room I smelled the hint of Rose w/ it. Was this from the incense that previous night. Or was it an acknowledgment.
I did another prayer tonight. I lit a candle for each direction, and burned more incense. Again for the families, and all those affected by this tragedy.
Is this because I'm more comfortable w/ who I am? Or my path?
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